.Growing up?.

I wanted to write about my obsession with Cosmic Encounter *geek mode : ON!*
Just before that, I was browsing few blogs;
Some are friends, acquaintance or few peeps whose blogs I've followed ages ago.

Then it dawned upon me --
Here I am wanting to blog about Cosmic Encounter when most of them talk about babies (clothes, EBM, breastfeeding), cooking, cutlery, dishware and tableware, cushions and etc.
All about building a family.

Here I am, wanting to talk about a board game. Yes, a BOARD GAME.
While they are talking on how to become a better mother/wife/parents.
How could they relate to me anymore? It's like a chicken talking to a duck.
Beza bagai langit dan bumi.
Kan?

Feeling a bit depressed as I write this entry, I must admit.
I've also realised I  know nothing about building a family.
I didn't bother to check out anything about parenting, pregnancy -- you know those stuffs.
Back then, I was busy telling myself I had a miserable life that I don't think it matters any more to prepare for such things.
Just the other day I was reading a friend's status on Facebook and found out that you must avoid lots of foods during pregnancy especially during the first trimester.
And I know nothing about this. Nada.

Did you guys panic when you first starting a relationship as husband and wife? As a family?
Did you reach out to family, parents, doctors or friends?

How do you guys get started?
Should I push the panic button now?

Dan Sebenarnya

Bwahaha.
Sila gelak pada diri sendiri dulu.

Statistik keberjayaan menjauhkan diri daripada berblogging di blogspot adalah;

3 bulan sahaja. Tahniah!

Saya suka blogging. Saya suka blogspot.
Dekat blogspot saya bole letak gambar-gambar.
Saya bole letak macam-macam perkara yang lain.
Saya rindu blogspot.
FB tidak mempunyai ciri-ciri spt blogspot.
Cuma ciri keselamatannya adalah sedikit tinggi.

*Apekah motip sebenar menulis seperti budak baru belajar tatabahasa ni?*

Ye la, pendek kata saya ni suka attention.
Xpe xpe. Mengaku kelemahan diri tu kan ke baik.

Logik ke kalau the main reason I started blogging(again) because I think I can get away with this 'persona'.
Of course there's a good story behind the name.
And it's definitely a 'syok-sendiri' story after all.

Whoever went for Cuci The Musical must be familiar with the name.
Coincidentally, I was accidentaly drooling over 'Khairudin'. To be honest, I don't really fancy him in the movie. (dalam satu ayat, aku sudah kasik maut 2 adverb. tahniah)
Because of the silly and short infatuation, it suddenly crossed my mind to say this to Nedd.

"Akulah CJ sebenarnya."

And we laughed it of.
Hehehe.

Then, after quite some thinking, plus the immensity of missing blogging , I said to myself; 'Hey, why not I use CJ as my persona in the blogging world. (cheh! immensity. bajet power)

I like the name.
They are the initials of the name they called me formally.
I guess there's nothing wrong with it.
Let's give it a try.

Sangatlah besar hati aku ini kalau korang akan link aku as CJ and also address me as CJ in this blog.
Well, memang la nampak mcm aku perasan. Ho ho ho.
Tapi, kalau korang rasa kesian 'oh-pity-kt-CJ' tolonglah kawan korang ni.
Yes, it'll be awkward. Aku sendiri pon hampir tertaip nama sendiri di atas.
Susah ooo ada nama yang unik ni.
But i miss blogging. I do. TT__TT

Okeh. Dah tatau mcm mana lagi nak explain.
I hv to stay away from blogging before because of some confidentiality and also credibility issue.
Bila kita duduk di H*R ni, kadang-kadang orang pandang satu 'macam' kat kita.
Satu macam yang macam mana tu, x dapat aku nak jelaskan.
Dan ada antara mereka nanti yang tak dapat bezakan kehidupan peribadi dengan cara kita handle manusia ketika bekerja.
Because for me, once I'm off from my responsibility, I'm totally off it.
No holding back, no resistance.
But of course those people won't understand.

Rebranding myself is surely a good alternative for all that.
Jadi lepas ni, panggil CJ ye.

Cuba try test uji. *winks*